Question: I like the meditation, but sometimes find it hard to sit still: itching all over and wanting to scratch.
Allow it - don't be worried about it . Scratch and just scratch very consciously .Move slowly.Don't do it. { with a rapid rubbing movement } Go very slowly, very consciously.
Then the meditation will not be disturbed at all. It is disturbed always by mechanical acts.
Meditation is never disturbed by activity .It is disturbed by mechanical activity .
For example there is something in scratching that you can do mechanically, not paying any attention to it. But pay total attention to it .If the body wants to sway a liitle, sway but very consciously. Bring all consciousness to it and then do it.Then there is no distraction .
So don't resist and don't fight with it , otherwise you will be concerned with it .A very ordinary itch can become something very big, out of all proportion.And the more you want to avoid it, the more it attracts you. Then it becomes almost impossible to avoid it and and you feel a defeat. You are distracted already because your mind is resisting fighting, and you have become divided in two. One part is trying to pull you to the itch, another part is pulling you away. Meditation is already lost.
So when the itch is there , take note that your hand wants a little attention. Take note and then very slowly go to it - and you will be surprised .Sometimes even by the time you have reached it , it has disappeared - because it was just a trick of the body to attract your attention.There was nothing .
The body works like a small child. It constantly attracts you : where are you going ? What are you doing? Meditation ? That feels like competition for the body and the body starts feeling jealous . You have been wed to the body for so long that when you start having a affair with meditation or something , the body starts feeling jealous. It is a women. It says ' I won't allow you this easily. Come here ! You have always been listening to me. Now what are you doing? Trying to escape from my domination, from my possessiveness ? I will show you .!
So it creates troubles- and those are stupid troubles, but they can become very irritating .
And the work is done - if you are fighting, you have been attracted already.
Your attention has been distracted. So don't fight with the body.There is no need.
When the body wants your attention, give it total attention but go very slowly, and meditatively .
And meditation is helping you , so continue doing it...
Namaste Janis
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